Anticipation

So I didn't get the opportunity to feel this kind of anticipation with Anna. She came a little over a week early and honestly I didn't think she would. So therefore I was semi prepared but emotionally I would say that I wasn't. Being a Mom is unlike any other thing that can happen to a woman. One day you wake up have a child and from that moment on you know that this is a VERY SPECIAL child of God that he has given to you to raise and to be it's MOTHER. I think about some of the great Mothers I know and I realize that of all the things I've wanted to be my whole life a Mother is #1. I believe being a Mother is one of the most important and sacred callings a woman can be given. Some woman have to work, others choose to and for them that is what works best. I have decided in my own life that being a full time Mother is what is best for me and my family. I hope that circumstances are such throughout my life that I can stay home.

Back to the anticipation thing though...wow can I just have a baby already? I mean yeah I kind of am okay letting her chill where she is but this moment of knowing whether or not I will have a c section has been on my mind since I had Anna pretty much. I feel peace knowing that the Lord is in charge yet I also am nervous knowing that any day I will have another child of God to take care of. Come on baby you can do it, we can do it! Lets all pray she comes soon.