Too much STRESS...

Call me crazy or something but in a few weeks I'm leaving my kids with my Parents for like 4 nights and I'm so nervous!  I haven't ever left my kids.  I left Anna one night with my in-laws and she went to my Parents when Kali was born but that's about it.  I will miss them so much and with my Uncle dieing recently I guess I've been a little bit more on edge about bad things happening that I can't control.  I know that my Parents will do a good job watching my kids but I'm just so worried about leaving my kids.  Probably partially because my kids are never around my Parents and I'm worried Kali will be sad the whole time and want her Mom.  I can do this, right? 

The next Stressful thing moving.  I can't believe we are moving across the country once again, and not to mention we are trying to buy a house and I just feel like it is all happening so fast and I can't slow it down.  We are excited to hopefully buy a house, it will be our first but I guess we just don't really know what we are getting ourselves into with buying a home.  I hope that we find something that we like and that we feel comfortable enough to buy without much hesitation.  Everyone lately has asked us if we are scared to move where the tornado hit, and I want to say how would you feel but in all reality I feel at peace, yes I'm worried, but we just have to be prepared and everything will work out. 

I got released from my calling this last Sunday and that was bitter sweet.  I mean I will miss the kids but maybe now that the new President is called they can finally get the teachers that I've been asking for for months, who knows?  Zach is still in YM's and I honestly wouldn't doubt if he stays in till the very last minute. 

Yes our lives are a little crazy right now but we are excited for the adventures that we are going to have.  This weekend we pretty much stayed home and cleaned our whole house and went through everything we could think of.  It was awesome, hopefully we can continue to get rid of stuff and fit everything in our POD.  It will be interesting that is for sure!

Cape Dissapointment

This place was awesome!  It is on the cost on the cost of Oregon and Washington right where the Columbia River comes in.  It was a lot of fun camping with our friends and playing in the sand/water/trees. These girls have the best Dad ever, he loves helping them!

 Kali decided to plop herself in a puddle, but wait that's not all...

 She had to lay in it, lol!

 Lighthouse #1

 Anna really wanted to take a picture, not too bad. 

 This is the same lighthouse form a different direction and what a beautiful view! 

 Our friends the Brady's.  I didn't get a picture of the Brown's though, maybe next time. 

 These are bunkers from WWII, at least that is what we were told. 

 Lighthouse #2. 

 This is the Lewis and Clark expedition that you can see. 

 The coast guard was having on open house and we went down and looked at  the boats.  When we were on our way back Anna got to honk the horn on a fire truck and also turn on the sirens, she was pretty excited. 

 A different angel to the #2 lighthouse. 

 This is the beach just behind out campsite.  There are some trees blocking it so the kids couldn't just go to the water, but it was still a beautiful sight! 

 Our last morning before we headed home we went to see how tall the waves were. 

Fun family time

We are going to miss this temple. 

 I've decided this is why I need a better camera.  You see this picture would have been so cute, but well it was out of focus and they moved...my camera takes forever to take a picture and then it was blurry...in time, in time.

 Yes my camera didn't take this fast enough and she blinked, but I still think it's cute!  Anna is growing up so fast, she always says she's 4, when I try to tell her she is 3 she just says no Mom I'm 4.  I think most of her friends are 4 so she wants to be. 

 I love this Kali girl!  She is so much fun, and has such a sweet personality!

 I found a groupon for bowling and we went as a family, it was a lot of fun, and my girls love to bowl! This is Kali saying I do it, which seems to be the thing lately!

 Anna is a good bowler, and she loves it!

 This is Anna waiting while her ball hits the pins, she is such a girl!

 We had a few warm days were we went to Lake Washington to let the girls play in the water, I knew the water would be cold so I didn't think they would get in, but they did not care! Kali's diaper is so full she couldn't fit 1 ounce more in there because it got wet, lol.

 Zach wanted to celebrate his Birthday by going to Red Robin with our girls!  They gave him a Sunday after the meal and the girls really enjoyed sharing with Daddy, can you tell?

 Yay for a new griddle for Zach's camp chef.  I think I was almost as excited about this as Zach, we took it camping and it was awesome!

My Uncle Kendall

I wanted to pay a little special tribute to my Uncle Kendall.  My heart is very heavy at this time.  I don't think I've cried so hard and been so close to tears for days in many many years, actually probably ever.  However I feel it might help me to remember some of the things that I really I want to remember about my uncle Kendall.  He was always a very caring and understanding man.  I know he was willing to help wherever needed and that he was very proud of his children.  One particular story I remember of him was when we went to visit them in Utah.  We were at my Aunt Ione's house and he taught me how to do a back flip on the trampoline.  He was very patient and understanding even when I didn't get it right for a long time.  He always  had a jacuzzi wherever he lived on his back porch.  He and his wife also loved to play games of any kind.  He was always coming up with some fun family game to play.  He was a very good teacher and could help people just by listening to them.  I remember going to Tucson for some of the Family Home Evening's that we would have every 1st Sunday of the month.  He showed us a video on families and taught us about being a child of God.  We also ate some awesome hamburgers.  I'm so grateful for the influence he had in my life.  I wish Amy and her kids the very best in their future without him.  It will not be an easy road that is for sure but I know angels will be with them when they need them and I know that Christ's atonement is real. 

I still can't believe that he is gone.  I wish at this time I could be with my family.  I can imagine them talking about life, having fun playing cards, and trying to help each other get through this tough time.  I called my Mom today and heard my family in the background.  Just hearing familiar voices brought tears to my eyes.  How grateful I am for my family.  For their love and faith.  I know we don't have all the answers in this life but in time the Lord will provide enough to move forward.  I truly have such an amazing family.  We aren't perfect but we sure know how to stick together when times are tough. 

The Beautiful Seattle

Picture overload!  So since we decided to move we have a long list of things we want to do here.  Not all of them will happen I'm sure but we will try to do what we can. 

 Anna and Kali loving each other...they are such good sisters!

This is a place called Coulon park.  These pictures will hopefully give some of you a little insight on this beautiful place we've lived for the past year. 

 Love this girl!

 It was raining in these pictures yet the sun was shinning through the clouds.  What a beautiful sight!

 After the  rain there was this beautiful rainbow, I couldn't get the whole rainbow in one picture but it was beautiful, and look at those green trees in the background!

 So for sharing time this Sunday I had each class help me fill this puzzel by drawing pictures.  Basically the idea is that gospel truths were lost on the Earth till Joseph Smith restored the gospel on the Earth, now the puzzel is complete and we have a fullness of the gospel.