Call me crazy or something but in a few weeks I'm leaving my kids with my Parents for like 4 nights and I'm so nervous! I haven't ever left my kids. I left Anna one night with my in-laws and she went to my Parents when Kali was born but that's about it. I will miss them so much and with my Uncle dieing recently I guess I've been a little bit more on edge about bad things happening that I can't control. I know that my Parents will do a good job watching my kids but I'm just so worried about leaving my kids. Probably partially because my kids are never around my Parents and I'm worried Kali will be sad the whole time and want her Mom. I can do this, right?
The next Stressful thing moving. I can't believe we are moving across the country once again, and not to mention we are trying to buy a house and I just feel like it is all happening so fast and I can't slow it down. We are excited to hopefully buy a house, it will be our first but I guess we just don't really know what we are getting ourselves into with buying a home. I hope that we find something that we like and that we feel comfortable enough to buy without much hesitation. Everyone lately has asked us if we are scared to move where the tornado hit, and I want to say how would you feel but in all reality I feel at peace, yes I'm worried, but we just have to be prepared and everything will work out.
I got released from my calling this last Sunday and that was bitter sweet. I mean I will miss the kids but maybe now that the new President is called they can finally get the teachers that I've been asking for for months, who knows? Zach is still in YM's and I honestly wouldn't doubt if he stays in till the very last minute.
Yes our lives are a little crazy right now but we are excited for the adventures that we are going to have. This weekend we pretty much stayed home and cleaned our whole house and went through everything we could think of. It was awesome, hopefully we can continue to get rid of stuff and fit everything in our POD. It will be interesting that is for sure!
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